Chinese Speech

On 9/4/10 ,I participated a Chinese Speech Contest .Coz my grandpa died a few days before the contest(Grandpa ..R.I.P.)It was busy .Didn't hav enough time to prepare ,so ....aiyo ....At the speech contest day , during the Chinese period ,teacher wanted us(those who hav took part in the contest) to came out the class and practice..until my turn , I was so nervous ....when i opened my mouth ,dunno why , I spoke so serious and all the people looked at me , I'm so embarrassed so I laughed la ...Then I laughed laughed n laughed.....I saw Yuan ting learnt my laugh pose ..I suddenly dun hav the mode to speech edi ...I'm so angry wif him ...But i saw everybody looking at me so i continued but i can't Kiew asked me why laughed it was not funny(I also thought about that but dunno y I laughed)then Steven wanted me to continued but i really can't(sorry friends =.=) Then , during the contest , I so nervous...Fortunately hav CHI QING N XIN YUN ....(thanks a lot )my turn .. I spoke wrongly and forgot about something , so I didn't get into the final list ....