Being Myself

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Friday, April 29, 2011

Talent

Today !
Is a big day
Prince Williams getting marry
And I



went to SMK BUKIT MEWAH and took part in the " Show'em what you got " talent competition
Actually
I'm not nervous at first
Then when I was playing the piano
My hand started to cramp .........
And I kinda pitchy
Can I say seriously ?
So I played again
But this time more kesian
Out of tune + Play wrongly
OMG
Yer .....y like that 1
Practice won't like this what
Y
why
why
why
Just awkward you know
Embarrassed
Disappointed
Anyway
I won't because of my failure in this competition and stop everything
I got exam c'min
I gotto play
high
laugh
learn
It doesn't mean anything if I didn't get in final
But you'll see how I get embarrass after a few days

Monday, April 18, 2011

Blue Poop

Do you know blue poop is what ?

Just like this face
Do you got a feeling ike wanna to slap him XD
Yea blue poop means lansi or blue shit
Actual meaning is......
I don't how to explain go ask your friends if you don't know
Whatever
I introduced this person to you all before
He's quite funny but blue poop
Anyway
Haha
You can know him in J3A
I don't to write about him too much
So u wanna know him can ask me but I believe my followers must know him already
Who's he ?
C.Y.G.
Well - known in CHHS
Blue poop
LANSI ~

Thanks WONG ......

Yea
Thanks so much
If I don't have your help today
I might delay my sawing stuffs
I REALLY appreciate it !
Anyway
Next time if u wan my help just tell me
If I can help you I will
I wanna tell you
U being more talkative than last year
Glad to know it ^^
I really really happy
Aiya don't know how to thank you already
So
Like I said
If u wan my help just tell me ya ~

Monday, April 11, 2011

Hope

Many people rise
But also got a part drop
Even got third class people can be the standard in A class !
I didn't mean to be mean
But I hope !
I HOPE !!!
Next year our class still got 80% students same as this year ....
I hope next year that CMM don't just change class
Don't separate us .......
We study to maintain in the good class but you just change us simply !
You said what you hate our school systems then don't study in CHHS
Oi ! Who ask you to say that ! If not us , where your rice come from ?
Anyway , we chose this school means we trust the school but the principalS make us disappointed
So how can I ..... aiya I don't how to say
I only hope the cruel CMM just don't separate us ....
Yea the students can score in other classes but u think
DIFFERENT CLASS DIFFERENT STANDARD DIFFERENT TEACHER DIFFERENT WAY TO MARK
Do you consider this problem ?
I study in B class once so I know ....Really the gap between really big .....
So hope you can just hear what our students say !
DON'T BE SO SELF-CENTER
DON'T BE SO SELFISH
DON'T BE SO OUTDATED


* These are my own opinions only

Forcing

Is forcing yourself good ?
I think 50% right 50% not
You think, if you get a good result I'll shut up
But you get an A in your average but only your position drop a bit
OK honestly if it's me , I'll sad but I won't cry .........I'll keep on going .....
This only a mid term exam
Got a long way to go
Just a bit of little things and broke down your own trip to success woa
Anyway , yea you force yourself is a good thing
But think of it !
You got practice
you got dancing
You got many things to do
U lost it this time so keep on going next time !
Force yourself hard not a good thing
I didn't mean you can't but u nid to control just like playing the piano
Sometimes forte
Sometimes piano
Sometimes moderato
So I hope you can relax a bit la
Seeing you cry also a bit pity ......
I think you are good this time !
Gambateh ~



* For some reasons you may think I'm saying about someone or being proud or whatever
but I just giving some advises to others so......
WHATEVER LA

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I'm No.5

Today is family day
Very nervous about what CML'll say to my parents
So I go to school at 10.10
My no. is 32 but when I arrived it was no.18 or 19 or 20
So I waited 4 a long time
Go talk there talk here
I saw ba girl ( cuter than I thought )
Wait about 2 hours you know !
Then she only said : " Not bad huh .....no.5 wor . It's good for form 3 student . .....Babbling .....Then she said that day she shouldn't angry at me ...... blah blah blah then say I didn't smile nid to smile .....Treated my friends nice ........... Say I improved ....."
I said thank you Bye bye
Then she suddenly said " Great teacher why don't face to face say ? " ( Coz I didn't watch her when I say goodbye ) ......
Haiz ya
I thought wat'll she say
I'm nervous
also excited
scared
happy
curious ....
But she just answer lamely
I mean didn't surprise me .....
This is my top 10 list
1) Jane Yap
2)Low Zhi Huan
3)Kimberly
4)Shi Jia
5)Me
6)Kim Seong
7)Min Huan
8) Pik Qi
9)Yean Huar
10)Brandon

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Public Speaking

Yesterday was the Chinese Society - MANDARIN PUBLIC SPEAKING
You know what
There were many types of contestants
Some very funny , boring , good , lame , cake water.....
I'm the last 2
So after school dismissed
I'm the members so gotta prepare
After that 2.20 pm
Started
First 1 a bit CAKE LA
Then pei yun's turn ( U got participate that means you are great ! Wish u luck ! )
Then min hui ( Wow .... perfect )
Then lai ming lee XD
Leng lui leh
Her speaking good but very CML
Anyway Low , Lim THEN IS ANDREW LEE TURN @@@
SO DAMN FUNNY
He didn't memorized the sheet
So he wanna directly read out based on his sheet but unsuccessful==
So he used his own words to say ###
And the action cute dao ~~
Then kavita's turn not bad la
Then girl turn
Wow haven't showing respect then suddenly toin out and say " Do u like dancing "**
And her action and smile were so fuuny
Her hands were really trembling ( obviously ) XD I lol XDXDXD
Then Zhi Inn's ( You're an expert )
Next Min Huan ( Good !! )
Yen Huar ( Best ! )
Then my turn == Cake 3 times !!!!!!!!!! So embarrassing
Haiz The Chai Hua Xing o
CML la
Bad contestants dunno he look where only good 1 he listen carefully !
NVM
Then is Peggy , Kae Ling ,Jess
Next Is our school flower Liu Xin Wei !
I think she'll cake but not !
Wow ~~ Impressive
Then I went back lo
That all for this event
** Wanna see ? Can ask me or the other contestants !!! ^^

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Again ~

Wa
Today I thought it's a perfect day
I forgot about the middle things
Happily went to school lalalalalala
Then I saw Fatty chow came in
I didn't bother her
Then Kim asked me something
Fatty said : " Ey , Tze Yang , got a group of friend there har ? Wanna change place ? "
I said : " Ok a , Change la ! I don't mind "
Fatty : " Wat ? Wat did you say? Who said that ? Zhi Huan is you ? R u saying this ( stare at me ) "
I said : " Yup "
She said : " WTF ? Wanna change a ? Come change ! Change ! Now ! "
I remain silence ~~~~ Reading my speech
Then she behtahan edi Blah blah blah
Then she said : " Stop using you scold your mum's tone to talk to me "
I started behtahan edi
Then I make sure with Low whether I heard wrongly but not
So I quietly curse her
Then again she heard wor
She said : " If u dl just say it out ! Now got opportunity for you to talk ! C'mon just say it out now ! "
I just gonna crush her head off but I remain silence
Then she told the whole class :" If somebody hate just say it out ! I know a class must got people hate me ! I used 2/6/2 in class . That's mean 20 % like 60 as middle 20 as hate !"
I really behtahan
Then after her babbling ~~~
We gotta salute ( if use wrong word pls forgive la )
Then she POINTED at me say those people who hate me also nid to salute
But I really got
So I reply her I got wat
Then she say I'm not saying you
=='
I just wanna punch her
Then she just STARE AT ME ~~~
ABOUT HALF A MINUTE !!!!
DUNNO WAT SHE'LL TELL MY MUM WHEN FAMILY DAY OMG
Then recess Kim say she just only got 0/1/9
0 person like her
10 % middle
90% hate !
Hope her just shut up !
Then her period ( physics )
We draw the light things frooooom here froooom there
She asked me know how to draw or not
I nod my head
Then she show me this face




You see ?
Such a b****
I just can't stand for here

Monday, April 4, 2011

Full Circle

What a good song from Miley Cyrus !
M....from internet I saw that she wrote this song for Nick ....
Well I think I choose this song to my friends
~Tied to one so I keep coming back full circle ~from full circle
Remember the latest post ?
Yea now I getting better already
I think about 1 thing that Zhi Inn said to me
" Although you lost them you still got me "
Wow so glad to hear this sentence
Yea Zhi Inn I wanna tell you that you're so good people
You won't get angry
You won't scold people
I happy to be friend with you
Yea of cause I also appreciate Kim ,Kavita .......
Yea I think I must not being think a lot of that sorts of thing
Tryin to learn how to let go
Bless to be friend with you all
No matter what happened still blessed
~ Ain't who was wait on the other side , It's the climb ~
Another nice from Miley Cyrus ^^
Thanks a lot

Saturday, April 2, 2011

To LZD

So you said I can't talk to XXX yea I did
I talk to XXX less but you said I talked more
I can't accept
Last time you advised me to observe BBB
yea I observed so I acted carefully
But you said till is my fault to talk to someone
How can u be like that
U must know that I am a person who'll think a lot
So mind what you say
Don'\t make me angry
OK
U say I be with BBB
So where are you at secondary 1 when I want to meet during at recess and during sport period ?
Yeah is you who suggested me to come to CHHS
But you don't even talk to me most of the time after I'm in the school
I study hard to rise
Hope we Pei Hua's primary students can gather again
But something big happened so we separated
You called my friends " The Rejected " yea I accept it hard
So after W.I.K.E.R.L. separated again
Yea you talk to me much
But u still a bit like commanding me whom should I be friend with
I want to be your friend but I also want to be thw whole class' friend
YEA I be with you and the pei hua's more time then any1 in class
But I just hope I can't know all the students in class
Yea some of it annoyed your gang but who say I can't be friend with them ?
I hope you know it
Honestly , sometimes I'm such jealous when I saw your gang celebrate birthday with your gang's member
I think why they just know you a few years then can celebrate till so big
I knew you ( pei hua in that gang) for 6~8 years
Y i can't have a celebration like them ?
I mean yea Kim,Tay , Xin Die , Lapsap , Brandon ,Chen yi ,Zhi Inn , Kavita...... got celebrate with me la
But you see
even I know them for 2 years hey celebrate with me
Y I knew you for 8 years I just get some bottles of drinks from you ?
Even face to face to greet me also dun hav ?
But now u just keep asking me to do that not to do this blahblah
Yea I will do it if i can
But u asking me to ignore a friend
How can I do it /
If I ask u not to talk to FFF will u wan ?
N 1 more
U said I don't believe you
I believe in you all the time
the problem is u don't believe me
I hope you can care what I thinking
Everytime u ask me to do these my moods remain bad for a few days
I want to say
I like all the things about you except you mouth !


This is the song for you Miley Cyrus Forgiveness and Love
Hope after you listen this song u can think about wat i feel more before you say something
Most of the time u ask me about these things
I kinda like middle person It's terrible
I hate it !!!!! So I really hope u can tink about wat people feel
I wish I can always be your friend