Being Myself

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Sunday, June 12, 2011

Facebook

7 things I hate about it

1)See those disgusting self-taking pictures and girls always gonna puke .
2)See those annoying post will smack the screen .
3)See those gross and lame things will let me think wanna beat those who shared it .
4)Some posts'll make me feel bad .
5)No fun games
6)Will get bored
7)Can chat with friends effectively e.g. can't see them through camera .......

Friday, June 10, 2011

Glee


Glee
















Really ?
Omg .....
Do I have to bring this word every time with me ?
No ,I don't think so
If not necessary I won't smile
But I don't mean I'm angry
So don't get me wrong la
I hope after you see this post don't say I'm very ....... noob ?
Whatever





Eternal

Whatever happened
You don't have the power , you're not qualified too judge me
I'm always me
I'm always doing myself
I don't have to change myself if I think I'm right
He's happy doesn't mean I have to
Anyway
You can judge me
But not in front of me ........
Who like directly being judge ?
Except they ask to .....
So ......
Get the f out of my way
And never ever say my secrets to the others ........
If I trusted you , never ever
I mean NEVER !!!!
Tell the others
Or else .........
Think 'bout it


Monday, June 6, 2011

Ain't

Am I your friend ?
What kind of it ?
Why we good like sweet pie last time and now just like cool street .......
Why
Even something I promised to support you guys also forget
My words are not valuable ?
Not important ?
Even I smile with you also no nid to smile back
Just ignore me ?
What do I do wrong ?
I just keep quiet and forget 'bout it
Ah .......
Only 2 of your guys rely to talk to me
Or what ?
For u , am I annoying ?
I dunno
But I wanna tell u guys
I didn't hate u
I appreciate when u guys talk to me
But u guys are not ........
Forget 'bout it

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

New Theme

Woah almost a month I didn't update my blog
So ....
Hai ! I'm back
So this year my blog might fewer than last year cause you know PMR is comin real soon ( lame )
So I gotta study and study and study and got no time to update my blog
Ok
Now for the new them ,
BREAKOUT ( inspired by Miley Cyrus' songs )
So ..... breakout from the older me
Become the new Gan
Let me be myself (you might see plenty of these words in my blog )
To all my friends no matter you like me or dislike me or hate me
I just gotta say : " Let me be myself ! "

Monday, May 2, 2011

Talent ^^

The video uploaded
Finally
So embarrassed ......
So I still wish everybody can vote for it though is not so good i think .....
So hope u all can vote for it la

Me -== Miley Cyrus - The Climb


I also hope you can vote for my friends' videos ^^

Zi Di's gang - Don't stop believin'


Zhi HUan and Ding ~ == I'm still myself


Friday, April 29, 2011

Talent

Today !
Is a big day
Prince Williams getting marry
And I



went to SMK BUKIT MEWAH and took part in the " Show'em what you got " talent competition
Actually
I'm not nervous at first
Then when I was playing the piano
My hand started to cramp .........
And I kinda pitchy
Can I say seriously ?
So I played again
But this time more kesian
Out of tune + Play wrongly
OMG
Yer .....y like that 1
Practice won't like this what
Y
why
why
why
Just awkward you know
Embarrassed
Disappointed
Anyway
I won't because of my failure in this competition and stop everything
I got exam c'min
I gotto play
high
laugh
learn
It doesn't mean anything if I didn't get in final
But you'll see how I get embarrass after a few days

Monday, April 18, 2011

Blue Poop

Do you know blue poop is what ?

Just like this face
Do you got a feeling ike wanna to slap him XD
Yea blue poop means lansi or blue shit
Actual meaning is......
I don't how to explain go ask your friends if you don't know
Whatever
I introduced this person to you all before
He's quite funny but blue poop
Anyway
Haha
You can know him in J3A
I don't to write about him too much
So u wanna know him can ask me but I believe my followers must know him already
Who's he ?
C.Y.G.
Well - known in CHHS
Blue poop
LANSI ~

Thanks WONG ......

Yea
Thanks so much
If I don't have your help today
I might delay my sawing stuffs
I REALLY appreciate it !
Anyway
Next time if u wan my help just tell me
If I can help you I will
I wanna tell you
U being more talkative than last year
Glad to know it ^^
I really really happy
Aiya don't know how to thank you already
So
Like I said
If u wan my help just tell me ya ~

Monday, April 11, 2011

Hope

Many people rise
But also got a part drop
Even got third class people can be the standard in A class !
I didn't mean to be mean
But I hope !
I HOPE !!!
Next year our class still got 80% students same as this year ....
I hope next year that CMM don't just change class
Don't separate us .......
We study to maintain in the good class but you just change us simply !
You said what you hate our school systems then don't study in CHHS
Oi ! Who ask you to say that ! If not us , where your rice come from ?
Anyway , we chose this school means we trust the school but the principalS make us disappointed
So how can I ..... aiya I don't how to say
I only hope the cruel CMM just don't separate us ....
Yea the students can score in other classes but u think
DIFFERENT CLASS DIFFERENT STANDARD DIFFERENT TEACHER DIFFERENT WAY TO MARK
Do you consider this problem ?
I study in B class once so I know ....Really the gap between really big .....
So hope you can just hear what our students say !
DON'T BE SO SELF-CENTER
DON'T BE SO SELFISH
DON'T BE SO OUTDATED


* These are my own opinions only

Forcing

Is forcing yourself good ?
I think 50% right 50% not
You think, if you get a good result I'll shut up
But you get an A in your average but only your position drop a bit
OK honestly if it's me , I'll sad but I won't cry .........I'll keep on going .....
This only a mid term exam
Got a long way to go
Just a bit of little things and broke down your own trip to success woa
Anyway , yea you force yourself is a good thing
But think of it !
You got practice
you got dancing
You got many things to do
U lost it this time so keep on going next time !
Force yourself hard not a good thing
I didn't mean you can't but u nid to control just like playing the piano
Sometimes forte
Sometimes piano
Sometimes moderato
So I hope you can relax a bit la
Seeing you cry also a bit pity ......
I think you are good this time !
Gambateh ~



* For some reasons you may think I'm saying about someone or being proud or whatever
but I just giving some advises to others so......
WHATEVER LA

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I'm No.5

Today is family day
Very nervous about what CML'll say to my parents
So I go to school at 10.10
My no. is 32 but when I arrived it was no.18 or 19 or 20
So I waited 4 a long time
Go talk there talk here
I saw ba girl ( cuter than I thought )
Wait about 2 hours you know !
Then she only said : " Not bad huh .....no.5 wor . It's good for form 3 student . .....Babbling .....Then she said that day she shouldn't angry at me ...... blah blah blah then say I didn't smile nid to smile .....Treated my friends nice ........... Say I improved ....."
I said thank you Bye bye
Then she suddenly said " Great teacher why don't face to face say ? " ( Coz I didn't watch her when I say goodbye ) ......
Haiz ya
I thought wat'll she say
I'm nervous
also excited
scared
happy
curious ....
But she just answer lamely
I mean didn't surprise me .....
This is my top 10 list
1) Jane Yap
2)Low Zhi Huan
3)Kimberly
4)Shi Jia
5)Me
6)Kim Seong
7)Min Huan
8) Pik Qi
9)Yean Huar
10)Brandon

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Public Speaking

Yesterday was the Chinese Society - MANDARIN PUBLIC SPEAKING
You know what
There were many types of contestants
Some very funny , boring , good , lame , cake water.....
I'm the last 2
So after school dismissed
I'm the members so gotta prepare
After that 2.20 pm
Started
First 1 a bit CAKE LA
Then pei yun's turn ( U got participate that means you are great ! Wish u luck ! )
Then min hui ( Wow .... perfect )
Then lai ming lee XD
Leng lui leh
Her speaking good but very CML
Anyway Low , Lim THEN IS ANDREW LEE TURN @@@
SO DAMN FUNNY
He didn't memorized the sheet
So he wanna directly read out based on his sheet but unsuccessful==
So he used his own words to say ###
And the action cute dao ~~
Then kavita's turn not bad la
Then girl turn
Wow haven't showing respect then suddenly toin out and say " Do u like dancing "**
And her action and smile were so fuuny
Her hands were really trembling ( obviously ) XD I lol XDXDXD
Then Zhi Inn's ( You're an expert )
Next Min Huan ( Good !! )
Yen Huar ( Best ! )
Then my turn == Cake 3 times !!!!!!!!!! So embarrassing
Haiz The Chai Hua Xing o
CML la
Bad contestants dunno he look where only good 1 he listen carefully !
NVM
Then is Peggy , Kae Ling ,Jess
Next Is our school flower Liu Xin Wei !
I think she'll cake but not !
Wow ~~ Impressive
Then I went back lo
That all for this event
** Wanna see ? Can ask me or the other contestants !!! ^^

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Again ~

Wa
Today I thought it's a perfect day
I forgot about the middle things
Happily went to school lalalalalala
Then I saw Fatty chow came in
I didn't bother her
Then Kim asked me something
Fatty said : " Ey , Tze Yang , got a group of friend there har ? Wanna change place ? "
I said : " Ok a , Change la ! I don't mind "
Fatty : " Wat ? Wat did you say? Who said that ? Zhi Huan is you ? R u saying this ( stare at me ) "
I said : " Yup "
She said : " WTF ? Wanna change a ? Come change ! Change ! Now ! "
I remain silence ~~~~ Reading my speech
Then she behtahan edi Blah blah blah
Then she said : " Stop using you scold your mum's tone to talk to me "
I started behtahan edi
Then I make sure with Low whether I heard wrongly but not
So I quietly curse her
Then again she heard wor
She said : " If u dl just say it out ! Now got opportunity for you to talk ! C'mon just say it out now ! "
I just gonna crush her head off but I remain silence
Then she told the whole class :" If somebody hate just say it out ! I know a class must got people hate me ! I used 2/6/2 in class . That's mean 20 % like 60 as middle 20 as hate !"
I really behtahan
Then after her babbling ~~~
We gotta salute ( if use wrong word pls forgive la )
Then she POINTED at me say those people who hate me also nid to salute
But I really got
So I reply her I got wat
Then she say I'm not saying you
=='
I just wanna punch her
Then she just STARE AT ME ~~~
ABOUT HALF A MINUTE !!!!
DUNNO WAT SHE'LL TELL MY MUM WHEN FAMILY DAY OMG
Then recess Kim say she just only got 0/1/9
0 person like her
10 % middle
90% hate !
Hope her just shut up !
Then her period ( physics )
We draw the light things frooooom here froooom there
She asked me know how to draw or not
I nod my head
Then she show me this face




You see ?
Such a b****
I just can't stand for here

Monday, April 4, 2011

Full Circle

What a good song from Miley Cyrus !
M....from internet I saw that she wrote this song for Nick ....
Well I think I choose this song to my friends
~Tied to one so I keep coming back full circle ~from full circle
Remember the latest post ?
Yea now I getting better already
I think about 1 thing that Zhi Inn said to me
" Although you lost them you still got me "
Wow so glad to hear this sentence
Yea Zhi Inn I wanna tell you that you're so good people
You won't get angry
You won't scold people
I happy to be friend with you
Yea of cause I also appreciate Kim ,Kavita .......
Yea I think I must not being think a lot of that sorts of thing
Tryin to learn how to let go
Bless to be friend with you all
No matter what happened still blessed
~ Ain't who was wait on the other side , It's the climb ~
Another nice from Miley Cyrus ^^
Thanks a lot

Saturday, April 2, 2011

To LZD

So you said I can't talk to XXX yea I did
I talk to XXX less but you said I talked more
I can't accept
Last time you advised me to observe BBB
yea I observed so I acted carefully
But you said till is my fault to talk to someone
How can u be like that
U must know that I am a person who'll think a lot
So mind what you say
Don'\t make me angry
OK
U say I be with BBB
So where are you at secondary 1 when I want to meet during at recess and during sport period ?
Yeah is you who suggested me to come to CHHS
But you don't even talk to me most of the time after I'm in the school
I study hard to rise
Hope we Pei Hua's primary students can gather again
But something big happened so we separated
You called my friends " The Rejected " yea I accept it hard
So after W.I.K.E.R.L. separated again
Yea you talk to me much
But u still a bit like commanding me whom should I be friend with
I want to be your friend but I also want to be thw whole class' friend
YEA I be with you and the pei hua's more time then any1 in class
But I just hope I can't know all the students in class
Yea some of it annoyed your gang but who say I can't be friend with them ?
I hope you know it
Honestly , sometimes I'm such jealous when I saw your gang celebrate birthday with your gang's member
I think why they just know you a few years then can celebrate till so big
I knew you ( pei hua in that gang) for 6~8 years
Y i can't have a celebration like them ?
I mean yea Kim,Tay , Xin Die , Lapsap , Brandon ,Chen yi ,Zhi Inn , Kavita...... got celebrate with me la
But you see
even I know them for 2 years hey celebrate with me
Y I knew you for 8 years I just get some bottles of drinks from you ?
Even face to face to greet me also dun hav ?
But now u just keep asking me to do that not to do this blahblah
Yea I will do it if i can
But u asking me to ignore a friend
How can I do it /
If I ask u not to talk to FFF will u wan ?
N 1 more
U said I don't believe you
I believe in you all the time
the problem is u don't believe me
I hope you can care what I thinking
Everytime u ask me to do these my moods remain bad for a few days
I want to say
I like all the things about you except you mouth !


This is the song for you Miley Cyrus Forgiveness and Love
Hope after you listen this song u can think about wat i feel more before you say something
Most of the time u ask me about these things
I kinda like middle person It's terrible
I hate it !!!!! So I really hope u can tink about wat people feel
I wish I can always be your friend

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Protecting

Is the two shit twin deserve to protect them ?
NO
N-O
N.o.
Nope
No!
Not at all !
They just do nothing in the class
Just the cleaning stuff they even can't do it !
And our effing stupid ugly as shit teacher
Just keep protecting them even they don't do their cleaning
Then keep scolding the other students
Arg
Yea ....they are pity been called shit by the others
But why they keep saying that even they rise class ?
Because they just dun wan to change their shit attitude
NO people in their eyes
Think their art is better then being very proud
ASK THEM SOMETHING THEY REPLY US WITH A SHIT ATTITUDE AND SOUND
They just look like shit !
So CML stop being so unfair if u don't want us to say u unfair
Shit trio !

Gross

A girl smoking
What'll you think about it
A beautiful girl smoking in front of you !
WTH
I hate girl smoking
Yea yea You may think it's cool or whatever
But I just think that is G-R-O-S-S
Smoking is just a damn stupid thing that human done
So stupid
I just can't stand for woman especially girl smoking
1) Rude
2) Not pretty and cool at all
3) Destroy your image
So , please stop smoking ESPECIALLY GIRLS !
Grosssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Ewwww

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Glitter

Your glitters
Shine through my eyes
Let me blind
But I don't care
I seek you by your voice
Touching you
Feels like touching an angel
The skin so smooth
Then I touch your face
Your hair , so good to touch
Your almond- shape eyes ,as big as Katy's
Your nose , your ears , even your mouth ,
Are just so perfect
Finish touching your mouth
I just kiss you immediately
Feel the smoothness and softness of your mouth
You see , even I'm blind , I also can't see you in my mind
No matter what ......


Monday, March 21, 2011

Shut up

Everyday seeing you in class
When I see u laugh , I'll tingle
HeheheHEHEHE ( Capital letters mean high tone )
Wo
Just want to slap you
I trying to be good with you when school reopen in Jan .
But you said something and didn't do it
Irritating me
Nvm , I don't care
But you suddenly don't talk to me
Even a simple word
" Hai "
WTH
Always talk about the dramatic things
Say like you're a pro
U DON'T EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND !!!!
So shut up !
Yea , I know Malaysian boys can't compete with taiwanese
But u think taiwanese the best ?
Don't you want to have an American boyfriend
Now why u only keep talking about taiwanese and japanese ?
Oh I know
U FINALLY KNOW U DON'T EVEN DESERVE TO GO TO AMERICA
EVEN ENGLAND AND AUSTRALIA
N YOUR ENGLISH IS JUST ...SO WEAK
NOW YOU TELL ME YOU WANT TO GO TO AMERICA TO STUDY ?
EVEN I ALSO THINK I CAN'T ( BUT IF CAN BETTER )
SO HOW CAN U GO TO AMERICA ?
Hm?
SIMPLE ENGLISH ALSO DON'T KNOW
OK
Now I want to say
Can u stop talking like u're a pro
Just so annoying .........
Slap u u'll know
I didn't want to be mean
But u just make it

Sunday, March 20, 2011

C'mon



Venue : Whole World
Date: 26 March 2011
Time: 8.30 ~9.30pm


Let's participate
Save our mother earth !
Love her
Care her
I heart you mother earth ^^

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Best Day




Well , this song is Taylor Swift wrote to her mother
I love this song most in all her songs
Well , it's quite meaningful ....
Ok... so
To all the people i know especially my best friends and family
I got the best days with you all ^^

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Can't be tamed

Kinda love this song's lyrics
'I can't be tamed
I can't be saved
I can't be blamed
I can't be changed '
I think these are what I need
Well well
Miley haters
Yer
If you like J.B. more than her
Just back off la
What kind of sort is this
UGH
( Ok , come back , not to mad at J.B. )



Ok ,
In real life
You may think
OMG , what happen to me
What happen
Why I'm so pity
Yea yea I'm the 1 (sometimes or most of the times )
How can I can be " I can't be tamed "
Omg
I'm just too easy to change my mind ?
Or maybe I just want to be with **** so I don't hav any idea ?
Hate these feelings
I just wanna let go of many things
But I can't ( except when I was in the music )
Sometimes these things just interrupting my studies
OMG
Anyway , wishing I'm the 1 can be can't be tamed la
Wishing you .....

No.4

Today
I just wanna say
" I'm No.4 "
Alex Pettyfer ( Starting ) -John
Dianna Argon -Sarah
Timothy Olyphant -Henry
Teresa Palmer-No.6
Callan McAuliffe -Sam
Kevin Durand -Bad Guy
Jake Abel -Mark

Well , actually this movie
I think it just a bit like Percy Jackson
only this is more modern
All the power are so powerful
Force field , Ultra speed , Fire-proof , The melee things
Wow
I love force field !!!!
Anyway , If you wan to know more .....
Watch yourself la
All the characters are so wonderful , dreamy , lovely
But I warn you
If u scare of horror things
I think u shouldn't take anything when u watch this movie
Coz some part kinda scary
I mean you'll will shock
Haha

Friday, March 11, 2011

Middle

Actually
I hate this word
U may think it's size
Adjective and Nouns
Which I hate about
Is the noun 1
I think many people will hate this
In nouns
Yea
It means u are the middle 1 in two different groups
(Maybe the 2 groups are both enemy)
So
I hate this word in this meaning for many years
I hate it
I got to choose 1 for my friends
I got to choose
Aiya
Chose the A , then u will been scold by B
Chise B u will scold by A
IDK
U may think I care too much
But hey
I said before
I'm finding a best , know-hearted ,kind friend
So I got to choose correctly
But it's kinda hurt
So
The 2 groups in my life just sometimes
Let me breathe for a while
I'm struggling !!!!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

CYG

Barking , laughing , spinning , shooting
All the talents he knows .....
I'll record it
These are some of it


Let's welcome our V.I.P.
CYG !!!!!



















Thanks CYG for bringing us so much joy in our life!!!



I didn't say I'm right

U noe y I quite angry .
Coz u scolded me in front of him .
U make me embarressed .
Ok , I be with him coz I want to be like pass time we been together .
I always stay with you
Just let me be with him so times la
I didn't mean i love him ( I can't be gay )
I juz
u noe
I want to be like pri. school .
I also didn't mean not to be friend with u
Ai ya , Hard to say
Just ...... just fair la ( Sometimes with u , sometimes with him )
I know u know how i feel 1 la
Anyway , sometimes just don't too direct la
It will hurt
I know talk directly is good but don't to over
Like me is too erm
Lc la
Say a bit don't say a bit
But too direct not good
And 1 more thing , your act that day make me very hard to say to you ....
So when he talk to me , I talk to him lo .....
U say I'm mind things a lot
Yeah that's my character
I 'll change
But i'm changing now
So give me time ~
Thanks ....


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Chang Yong Ger In Tuition 2

Hahha Again !~~~
But this time less then last time coz my phone not enough battery so
haha

Hehe , I'm very handsome
Yer .... Why say me ugly .....wu....
baby baby baby WU.......
Har ? Very noisy a ?
Sry lo .....Go sleep lo
He say I'm ugly ....Haiz sad
Wei !!!! I'm ugly meh ???
" Ugly till .........I mean Extremely la "
Har !!!!! ( Thunder boom !!!! Earth shaking )
Haiz ! U all dunno how to look nice 1
U noe , Haha Like me hor , No 1 can compete me
Cocky look 1
Cocky look 2
Cocky look 3
Hm ? Again thundering o !!!



Sunday, February 6, 2011

Beware

I don't why u will change to so bad
I really dunno
Mayb is her influence
Or wat
Why why
They hate you like that
Yaya really hurt
But you can't so negative what
U be wif them
Those who r really bad
Smoking playing blahblahblah
You still young
Can you stop being so
U noe
Playgirl
I don't noe
U make many people ( include pri. school friends )
DISAPPOINTED
I'm really
sad you noe
Seeing u be wif them


Note to you : If u saw wat I wrote , I hope u really mind it
I got 2 words for u
" Wake Up "
Till when u can stop being wif them ?
Juz concentrate on your studies
U noe wat
If u keep playing like that
There is no1 will talk to u in class even me !!!!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Happy Chinese New Year

So ?
Hey ~~~
Is Chinese New Year
1 year edi
Haiz
Still can't take ang pow
SAD T.T
So now I'm staying at my grandma house in Muar
The scenery here is beautiful
And oso
Got a
little
little
little flood here
Later mayb will upload some photos la
Some
wait 4 it !!!!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Chang Yong Ger In Tuition

Hahaha
Snap many photos during tuition
Hahaha

Aiya
M ? Wat's that ?
Phew ! Not about me
Lalalala
Finished !!
So Syok
Dun c wat I'm writing , go away !!!
Haiz !!! Dunnoe wat he's thinking about
M ? Wawa
Sleep for a while first
zZzZ
Hm ? Earthquake a ?
Haiz , ntg continue sleeping
BLahblah
Haiz
Wat a boring day , Spin my pen
Not fun at all , learn chan yan shi act cute , Kawaii neh
Haiz , Spin again
U spin my pen right now right now
oops , drop the pen
Bleh , boring till ....
C again , i USE MY PAPER TO SLAM U O
Lalala , The whisper in the morning ......Coz i'm your lady and u are my man ~~~
M ~~~~ (singing )
M ~~~~
Haiz , lame
Pick my nose first
Haiz , Concentrate better
My portrait by John Gan





My personal videos ~~






Sunday, January 23, 2011

Chang Yong Ger

Y we like chang yong ger so much
Now let see

Wait let me drink first , I'm thirsty
Picking up the bottle

*Gulp gulp
Put down my bottle
Ok , tell 'ya
Actually , I'm very 8
U see my expression then u noe
So , below this are some of my 8 pics
M ? Got something funny ?
M ?Wat she's laughing at ?

Har !!! See more girls
I tell ur mama
Chang : Sry lo

M ? What u guys doin'
Wat about u 2 ?
Ask u u won't reply 1 a ?
Yan Kang 2 : Sry lo
Haiz ...talk to them no use 1
Talk to a leng lui better .
Hey Gal !!!~~
0 distance with Change Yong Ger





** For information these all are fake


Thank you Chang Yor Ger